this giraffe heart

still working with new toys to make new songs. somehow i ended up making two songs in the same one and i feel they've grown too close to be separated. like twins at birth, i suppose. perhaps i will give it two names.

also still pestering wes to remix a song but he's been rather busy lately. feel free to pester him on my behalf. <3

i used to dream a certain dream. rather like dorothy post-tornado, i would find myself in a technicolor fantasy where the kindness of strangers prevailed over all else - where i was in control of my own destiny if only i stayed on the right path.

somewhere along the way i lost my footing. the dream faded to black and white, and the path became an overgrown eyesore reminding me of what might have been. failure is an ugly weed.

i have woken up.